MONDAY:
hmm today's camp is kinda tiring..to me, it's kinda a bit horrifying for a werid reason. kids..not just one or two..but lots LOTS of kids making soo much noise. and i hate noise and stuff. hmm kinda a bit irritated but got over it after a while, when all the noises are too loud for u to hear anything liao, sorta numb.^-^..hmm..at first dunno how to go..but was glad to meet mandy and lizzy by accident, and got there.

the camp was fun though a bit tiring..hmm..games..fights between kids..lunch..workshops..devotions..simply love devotions the most..all the singing!!..hmm...i dunno why, but after today's visit, i felt more blessed and fortunate as in the sense...it's hard to explain it.

suddenly i just wanna tell my mum that i love her, though at times i took her for granted, though i made her angry at times..making her extremely irritated at times..being irresponsible at times...insensitive at times.....i still love her no matter what. the most.

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hey guess what! i made an important discovery today! marianne actually live near harbourfront..around my area! i didnt realised it until today! oh ya, we went home today..and it's was then that i realised the fact that she lived near me...haha...told a lot on our way home..far too much stuff..a bit here..a bit there..hmm...she's super prepared..with a guide of buses to take the nearest mrt station..maybe i shld get a copy so that i can use when im lost..haha...

kept pestering her...from gracehaven...to ang mo kio...then past many many stops..before reaching harbourfront..where i pestered her further..ahaha..hmm..
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SUNDAY

went for the harry potter thingy at sentosa...service was great..simply love the songs..as well as the pastor..hmm..

harry potter thingy was kinda tiring but funny! made friends too..oh ya..my group got a lot of primary 6 kids..4 of them..and one of them looked a bit like me...Shu Qin (I think..her name is spelt in this way)..ahaha..so she is my da-jie..because they said that she looked older than me!! ( AH...younger than a pri 6 kid makes me even younger...pri 5?? aha..)hmm...

the stations we went too were kinda interesting..like..the portion station (1st station)..soya sauce..bbq sauce..vinegar..and other stuff..tasting..smelling..seeing..shaking..experimenting..next was the bonus challenge ( rolling on the grass thingy..plus dodge ball)..next was the underwater world..(looking out for full pics..when the game master gave us parts of it only)..next..musical fountain thingy..singing songs...orchid garden.( cant rmb what it is...)..hmm...and saw the evil queen stabbing snow white scene..ahaha..super funny..as well as dressing up Shawn (or Shaun..cant spelt..)..as the porcupine!! ahaha..twigs with trash bags..

then after that we walked out of Sentosa..coz the queue for bus was kinda long..went to harbourfront to eat..hmm...the sunset scenery of harbourfront was BEAUTIFUL!!!! ahaha...looked like mango, peach, strawberry swirl ice-cream!!! yummy!!

then..went home and fainted on the bed after a shower...ahaha....

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ahaha..soo funny...was typing this blog entry..when peggy suddenly called me..soo funny...kinda taking orders...on the things to help her buy during my trip to bangkok..hmm but i hope that i would be able to get them...coz weekends markets are kinda crowded at times..hmm..hope my trip there would be a fruitful one!! ^-^

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hmm..back to that topic of me being pri 6....i suddenly felt the need to dress maturely..

hmm...today is ok..ba...kinda a bit boring..but still managable..=)

hmm morning watched my cartoon before heading off to ang mo kio with parents and sis...my parents went to see doctor, while me and sis walked and walked around the estate..pretty funny.when we ate crackers together, like little kids..just the way we used to, in the past..ahaha..wanna buy more stuff to eat but decided to go back and wait...waited for abt 20 mins more before they came out..hmm realised that they are getting older liao..no longer young..with all the old-pple sickness...haiz..

lazy saturday afternoon..did a few trigo questions..before trying to curl my damp hair..haiz..the attempt was a disaster...haiz in the end, my hair went..haywire..then the next wrong thing i did was..sleeping with damp hair..super funny..went to bed at 3..wanna wake up at 4..in the end...drag it from 4...to 4.30...then to 5..haiz..then to..5 15..haha..

went to try new eating place today..the dinner is ok ba..two really good dishes...and two really bad dishes...

hmm karmen's blog music..is kinda..thought provoking....hmm..thought of many things when i listened to that song..

hahas...called mei feng as well..coz she asked me whether im bored..and i replied yes..and that was the start of the conversation..hhaahaz..we seemed to be able to tok about everything..anything..hahas...hmm..super funny the conversation when i asked her abt her email address and she heard it as i wanna wear a dress!! hmm she told me abt her mum' encounter wif ghosts..hahas...soo scary..freak me out...

hmm....tml going for the outreach thingy..harry potter..is it an outreach? huh.? i dunno la..go there and see lor..

busy week ahead.=)

hmm soo long never blogged liao..shall blogged on what happened for the past few days...

disclaimer: vulgarities..extremely irritated...so dun ever ever ever ask me about my job attachment ever again, unless you wanna get a slap on your face.

Monday - Wednesday: Work attachment at Ernst and Young..i hate that company now..felt like a office girl for a werid reason.shall not elaborate.it is like the company has sufficient staff and it's pretty obvious that they weren't that prepared for the work attachment. so..in the end, we did sorting out of proposals, tenders....cds..videos..and other things that dont really require someone with brains to do it..so angry la..why go for attachment to begin with? ...expect me, to help them? ask them go n die la...F them..waste my time, my breadth...my enery...my money...spend abt $180 in total for the work attachment..but luckily my parents sponsor or im broke already...

Thurday: went to work for 1 hour..then took sick leave.
pretty fun...to go bishan..at first i went there, because i thgt that i wanna meet my mum and sis...but in the end, out of boredom..i sms karmen and realised that she was awake..soo..asked her for breakfast...but she couldnt..in the end, went to pam's house for devotion stuff..

pretty lonely walking the entire of junction 8 by myself..feeling a bit stupid..but kinda relaxed for a werid reason....
then at pam's house..we ate..(her pasta is great..but i dun take veggies..=)...then.the prac was fun too!..laughing at mandy..hmm..then..after that..went home...

*( hey karmen..i read ur blog..im not attached k?..and im not a madwoman..=(..anyway..running on heels is fun...

Friday: took sick leave on purpose..dun wanna care abt that F***ing company...supervisor and who ever they are..never felt so reluctant in my life...anyway, i know im bad..giving up easily...but...who cares? i shall not compromise..in this case..i dun care!! ...

relaxing day today..spent the day at home with my mum and sis..
sew many things since yesterday...2 coin purses..and helped my sis with cross stitch but gave up on her eventually..asking her to sew by herself..anyway..things like sewing..cannot be taught...instead..it's kinda experimenting..through experiments, you gain experience...and you know how to sew...haha...

hmm today i sorta think a lot...for no reason...haha...
hmm hope everyday will be peaceful...and smooth sailing...

hmm today is GREAT!!!

woke up pretty early at 8 plus..then ate..then sleep agaiN!! was happily sleeping until my mum and sis came to disturb me..telling me that my cup was broken..she broke it..i woke up in shock! practically jumping out from the bed..but *sniff*..that cup is my 2nd fav cup..i used it to drink coffee..while my fav cup is still intact..i used it for drinking coke! hahaz..

hmm after that, we decided to go bishan to shop!! hahaz...wore heels today..preety funny..coz i can actually balance on the mrt train without much help! hahaz..went there...walked everywherre..but pretty boring..so we went bugis!! walked several shops..before we are hungry and went back to bugis junction to eat..the hongkong fried noodles was nice!! pretty happy today..

hahaz...hope that my mum is recovering soon..in fact she is la! hahaz...yeah! tml im going ang mo kio with my parents to shop!! yeah!!

everyday is a SHOPPING DAY!'

WHY WE SHOULD SHOP:
SHOPPING gives you a reason to dress up.

SHOPPING widens your horizons...( with new updates of latest clothes..shoes..bags and stuff...fashion!)

SHOPPING makes you realise the importance of saving up...*(so that you can spend it..hahaz..)*

SHOPPING helps to tackle the issue of boredom..

SHOPPING helps to improve your memory..( of the location of the shops you liked..as well as the range of stuff they sell)

MOST IMPORTANTLY, SHOPPING helps to train the legs as well!!

so...shopping is ggooood!!

hmm i should be the head of the shopping society! hahaz...lame la..

hmm class cip today! super funny..

supposed to meet at 8 15..then..someone happily came late again..hahaz..nvm..he's always late, never early to begin with. and to make things worse, adding to the fact that we are late, we actually counted stops..in different directions to reach yio chu kang..not considering the distance between individual stations..in the end, we took the longer journey there..hahaz..soo long la..can sleep on the train.

reached salvation army..pretty cool..and cramped..hmm...next time when i got money, i will save up and try to donate to salvation army..to help them...hmm..that's a promise.

after that, karmen said that we go to junction 8 to discuss further about the cip..but in the end, they ended up buying tickets for harry potter..then...eating..hahaz..after that, me and irwin left to go to raffles place.

hmm..yeah! finally found the place for my work attachment thingy!! hahaz..ok ba..trying to find whether can go there by bus a not..because if i reach there by mrt, i have to walk 3 km in total ( to and fro)..in heels..my poor feet!! soo ..trying to find alternatives..

went to see the food courts and stuff...suddenly i got the feeling that im going to be broke at the end of the day. =( so expensive the food there...

then after that, we walked from raffles place to city hall..and we did a very very very crazy thing. we walked the bridge *(leading to the esplanade ...that bridge)..at first i thgt that it will not be that long..until i stepped onto that bridge. it seemed interminable.haiz..but in the end, we still reach the end of the bridge.hmm great achievement! especially in today's hot weather..totally crazy la.

then went shopping with mei feng..and irwin...shopped from suntec to far east plaza..looking at food..trying out food at carrefour..simply loved shopping with them..make me laugh and laugh..until my stomach ache..haha..next time go shopping again k?

then began looking at flat shoes..haiz..looking here and looking there...still cant find a cheap one..

hmm maybe i should invest in a pair of expensive ones...but...im an impulsive buyer..and often...after buying the things..i will just chuck them at home..haiz..

kinda looking forward to my work attachment thingy..after looking at those tall skyscrapers today...hahaz...hmm..i will be the future CEO there..of one buildings..or at least the top management staff...

.just watch me.

=)
Impossible is nothing.

hmm haha today..pw was G-R-E-A-T!!!haha...at first, i didnt managed to sleep well because i was rather nervous and even asked other pple to help wake me up..in case i oversleep! haha..pretty nervous,worried that i may exceed the time limit, talked too fast and stuttered at the questions..haha..but luckily..due to the grace of God..everything turned out just fine..in fact better!!

yeah!!..i managed to finish everything about 5 mins..when previous practices..*(no matter how slow or how fast i tried to speak..it's always 6 min!!)haha...the rest said that i was confident..except for the fact that i didnt smile a lot..so i looked like im gonna kill the examiners..ahaha..ok ba..and the question and answer was just great..because the examiner finally ask me a question which i know how to ask - how to market the dyer...yeah..haha..

anyway ...arghh sore throat..maybe tmr i will not be able to go for karmen's thingy...haiz...try to make it..but im really sick liao gal...=(.haiz..anyway here i wish you happy bday first k?...

happy 17th bday! may you grow prettier each day..and realise your wish on marrying a foreign husband!! haha...as well as ..whatever you wish for..i wish that u will get it! =).

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hmm yeah finally managed to find my old stories...those stories that i have written in the past..yeah! here's one:

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/aishiteru/

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ahaha...holidays are here..but i dont feel it..hmm...enjoy k?

hmm

sat:
pretty great to wake up early in the morning to catch my cartoon..
got pw after that at 12 at bk at holland v..pw was fun..because we just did a few touch up..and after that, laureen left due to her stomach aches..leaving me, alvin, jade and aud behind..pretty funny when jade and aud started speaking with a werid accent..while alvin started talking like a hongkonger....freaks us out..later on our way to the bus stop, or rather at the bus stop, jade and aud started singing!! soo funny la..because the uncle near by was like staring at us!haha...nvm, listening to their singing of christmas songs, made me look forward towrds christmas!! - the season of joy!!

and at night, when i was talking on msn, i could feel my com breathing heavily!! oh my...=)...and yah...karmen was like telling on the funny tests on blogthings.com..i think..pretty funny la...did a lot of tests...like the names one...and which drink i am!! haha...karmen even said that iwas addicted!! haha..but too bad la..i am!!

was talking to one of my particular friend online..when he suddenly commented that i seemed to change a lot..in terms of looks..over these 3 years..did i? more childish..? haha..it's good to be youthful...at heart..

cold war currently..but after the rain, i will be able to see the rainbow..
relationship is all about giving in ...and taking it...

sun
today got maths tution..and after maths tution, i felt like fainting...got fever..so rushed to the docs..haiz..=(..sick again..and suddenly i dont think that i can go for karmen's bday thingy...xiao yuan's concert..arghh!!!=( i shall see how..*sniff*...seriously needed some rest...

*sobs*...=(

had been sleeping...while my headache got a bit better..haiz...but my heart still ache a bit..hmm..

nds

hmm yah rather happy yesterday, due to the fact that i went out wif my friend, wei ying, someone whom i havent talked to, and shopped with, for quite a couple of years...pretty great to see her again, with a NEW look, curly hair..and she seemed to grow taller too! hhahaz...

tried to wear heels yesterday..pretty funny...because we walked a lot yesterday..met at taka..walked quite a long of it, before going to wisma then to cine and hereen...shopping for mei feng's bday gift as well..took such a long time..in carefully choosing and coomparing variou coolours before settling for it..and wei ying was rather bored...due to slow me, i think.. went to far east and then back to taka....practically a 'training' lesson for me~~ hahaz....and did i say that my heels got stuck between the steps when i was climbing the overhead bridge? hahaz...another funny to laugh..

yah!! yesterday i managed to reach home just in time to watch my fav idol drama~!! haha even my dad is hooked onto the show...hmm i wanna go buy the book from kino..

!!! bHUILINGS USING MY MAC!!!*( ok..that's from jadey...who is seated next to me currently)* haha...

hmm later going town to celebrate mei feng's bday..hmm....=)

haiz...i wish that pw will be over soon...hmm

hmm

kinda nervous for pw meeting today..that's why my voice goes a bit high and werid at the starting..that's due to the sore throat mainly as well..arghh voiceless soon..nvm coz it will soon be over..so everyone must jia you k? if i can do it, everyone can do it too!! hahaz..

went to taka with claire and jadey to eat ...pretty funny..i ordered burger from kfc and then ice-cream from macs...then eat together in kfc..kinda walking around, everywhere..next we go to shop around...and today i finally found a book that is pretty interesting *(in my opinion)*...so cute..when the author relates his experiences to the content of the book..and even have a recap section...i was rather tempted to buy it..but got no money..*sobs*..haiz..

nvm, i will try to make everyday as interesting as possible..
always give in your best in whatever you do, to minimise regrets..that's what i learnt today.

but actually in my opinion,

to truly cherish whatever things we have, we must lose it first..
to truly smile from the bottom of your heart, you must learnt how to cry first..
to see the rainbow, we must brave through the storms together first..

hmm sounds sooo crappy ...ahaha..but that's me!

yeah!...i wanna buy that book! arghh..saving time!

hmm..pw meeting

hmm got pw meeting yesterday..supposed to meet at 2..but somehow everyone is somekinda late, so i walked to holland v to shop a bit. saw the bracelet i liked but didnt buy it..so expensive! nvm..shall buy later when i have the money..

did pw at laureen's house..rather funny..ate a lot A LOT of stuff..took pictures of us carrying umbrellas in her garden..hahaz..did the slides, touch up, did the introduction thingy..as well as rehearsed twice..pretty good la..except for jadey's ahem ahem..and alvin's lengthy part..need someone to be our audience as well..haiz..and we have pizza hut at her place..super funny la..ate outside..next the garden...and jadey said that laureen's hse garden got a lot of potential...pretty funny..

ate a lot like a pig..and talked and laughed a lot...got to know everyone better...and on my way home..i saw a star or planet ( according to alvin)..hahaz...so nice la...lighting up the night sky!

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hmm as for today..woke up late la..like 9 50? if my dad didnt call the hse, i would have woken up at 12 la...

my mummy bought my fav beancurd thingy..soo nice!!....

hmm,...bored la..sian diaoz..called Ernst and Young and that lady is pretty friendly..lets pray that the work attachment programme will turn out good...hmm gotta find someone good at microsoft excel to teach me how to use it...computer dummy la..hahaz..

bored.

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reborn.

hey xiao yuan, i will try to go for ur class concert k?...=)...15 nov right?

more tests...hey..im having fun doing these tests to kill time!

You Are 40% Boyish and 60% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance. In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you. You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

You Are Balanced - Realist - Powerful

You feel your life is controlled both externally and internally. You have a good sense of what you can control and what you should let go. Depending on the situation, you sometimes try to exert more control. Other times, you accept things for what they are and go with the flow. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think!

The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

Your Personality Profile

You are dependable, popular, and observant. Deep and thoughtful, you are prone to moodiness. In fact, your emotions tend to influence everything you do. You are unique, creative, and expressive. You don't mind waving your freak flag every once and a while. And lucky for you, most people find your weird ways charming!

The World's Shortest Personality Test

Your EQ is

120 50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick! 51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese. 71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely. 91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that. 111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. 131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin. 150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

hmm ahaha did this EQ test online...

did another one...but realised that it's crapp...not true..

Your Brain's Pattern

You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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hmm went shopping today with mf, joseph and irwin..rather interesting..with a wife( aka first lady), husband (aka president)and a maid...

legend:
first lady- mei feng
president- joseph
maid- irwin

rather funny la..they are like forever laughing..
went to look at many stuff today..but mostly joseph's jeans..went from hang ten to baleno.and fox..and more..
shopped for karmen's bay gift today! finally found it and bought it..after so long..so much searching..
rather fun..with all the laughter and stuff..

then went holland v wif joseph..bet that he must be thinking that im mad or something..kept asking him to continue talking..ahaha...thanks for everything he has done..ahaha..bought materials for karmen's bday card..and im gonna make it the best..the most beautiful bday on earth..just watch..

=)

yeah! tml got ex-1sd2 class gathering..but why put the ex in front of 1sd2? ...hmm..they will never be the ex...but the present too!

a lot of pple bday is in nov...karmen, claire,mf, and malcolm! haven shopped for their bday gifts yet..and im broke liao..haiz..

hmm..hmm..hmm...haha today i went shopping! yeah..with mum, dad and sis..went all the way to expo. dad nearly forgot how to get there, but still managed to get there la, shall not elaborate on the journey there. hmm, got there and ordered chicken rice. and realised that often what is displayed in the pics, doesnt reflect the truth. got chicken rice with egg, taste horrible. only the rice is nice. ate my mum's satay noodles instead..yummy!

went to metro's warehouse sale! yeah! sale! sale! sale! went shopping like crazy..mum bought herself a new handbag and she's admiring it..while dad told us not to buy a lot, but he ended up buying the most things!..and i finally bought myself a pair of heels..for work attacchment...still trying to balance myself on them! cool!..

morning is great...fun time shopping!

spent the rest of the afternoon lazing around...watching movie..called the Goonies.* ( if i remembered correctly)..haha..it's pretty interesting,, about this boy believing in something. after he found a treasure map..believing that treasures do exist..and as a result, he dragged the rest of his gang for a treasure hunt! and along the way, he met some thugs and the gang with lots of teamwork managed to fight them off and put them in jail...haha sound a bit kiddy...but it's nice!

watched another movie yesterday on tv..called the undisputed..about this guy that got signed up accidentally *(i think...wasnt paying much attention until they fight.)..to fight this super guy who never lose a match..this guy with the heavyweight championship title....

many thought that he could never win...
many thought that in order for the man to win, a miracle..once in a lifetime is needed...

and indeed....a miracle happened.
he won....i love the ending...when the movie ended with the guy smiling, shooking his head...and with the words..69 wins, 0 losses...UNDISPUTED.

hmm...simply love action movies! haha...rather bored...trying calling many pple..hhmmm ...bored.....

hope the days after will be more fruitful and interesting..and colourful like the rainbow!

hmm thinking day..

today is kinda stoning day..

woke up at 6 in the morning, wanting to go gym, in the end, still didnt go.
breakfast at starbucks. then it started to rain, leaving me and karmen stranded there..hmm..
in the end, we went to fetch wei han..and walked back to holland v. the uncle there ( at the newspaper stand) must have thgt that we were crazy or something...
went bk...then back to school..

next we went to plaza sing to eat...the food is nice la..but a bit funny..with the tomato sauce thingy..hmm next we went shopping at hereen and cine..rather ok, but kept stoning..

not really stoning...but just kinda thinking, reflecting...

today is a day full of thinking, questions, reflections....

hmm....thinking day! and today dun hav my idol drama!!! *sniff**sobs* oh ya, i saw the soundtrack for it! but its kinda expensive...hahaz...