hmm it has really been a long time ever since I last blogged. :) anyway, im back for a short while!! hmm realised that study breaks= study breaks in sch, but at home, study breaks= shopping breaks...simply just cant believe that i actually went shopping at this crucial point in my life..vivocity..haiz..i shall just stay in sch in the future...:) and study with peggy and the two of us shall just go crazy in the NL together...

talking about studying in the NL..it is simply great.. it just makes me feel nice and calm..unlike LT3 where all the people started talking..super noisy as well as in the hub. Still prefer our old good NL..hahas :)...hmm studying in the NL is funny because peggy and I went crazy on thursday and started singing..in the NL..thank god that the windows in NL are made up of plastic..or else..hahas..and of course, we got chased out, like everyday la...:)

hmm maybe im kinda retarded but i kinda miss school..i actually miss sch!!!! haiz...i miss the people...and i simply just cant believe that two years have just passed ( or close to 2 years)...both me and peggy agreed that we have matured a lot during the course of this period of time..:) and what truly happens is not the outcome, but the course of maturing..we get to really learn a lot of things...on how to deal with all the studying, cramming in everything..whether last time or not and for me, i got to know God..and though many times I really doubt...doubting about every single thing, He just stood next to me and accompany me throughout. And though there is times whereby my family doubt what sort of Christain I am, ( because they have prejudice against Christain), Im glad that He gave me strength to overcome things....come to think of it, Its just truly amzaing on how i actually survived and all these were with God's grace...because it's really impossible for someone to go through the period of 2 years..having to deal with hectic work schedule, relationship and friendships problems, a mum with depression, a cranky dad, as well as having to deal with things that were from your past and just happened to surface, as well as experiencing things and realizing that what you believe in, isnt what you believe in....soo many things...and i survived. hahas...

what i can say now is that Im no longer the girl who first arrived at the blue metal gate of ACJC...

I want to be an eagle...soaring..:)

hahas...received this verse many times, so decided to share it with you guys. This verse is the very first verse that I received, and it meant a lot to me, and i hope that those who see this verse will be truly blessed.:)

" But those who hope in the Lord,
shall renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles,
They will run and grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint. "

:) just soar

back again:)

hmm the haze is kinda having a bad bad impact on me:( i got sensitive skin, so when the haze comes, the itch comes.arghh...*scratch* realised that the act of scratching is contagious, because when my sis started scratching ( both of us have sensitive skin), i saw her and started scratching..super bad...haiz..

anyway, studying plans are kinda screwed up, so i decided to take a break. Managed to do a few things and smsing liz was super funny..when two blur ppl started smsing, the content of the sms can really be misunderstood..hahas...anyway, cant believe that this coming wed is gonna be the last day of school...hmm...it really really seemed as though i just stepped into acjc for a short period of time, and now it's time to go...kinda sad, but guessed that it's life. Life is full of gatherings and separations...

anyway back to the topic of leaving school..hmm now I realised that what teachers say are true..usually to a large extent. JC life really makes you grow up a lot..really a lot. And if you managed to go through jc life, you will be a much stronger person. And now i agreed.

As in, during these two years, I kinda know more about pple and their feelings. In the past, Im kinda strict and demanding..(in a sense) and now I really know how to compromise and listen to others rather than having them to listen to me all the time...and i have knew patience and tolerance...a lot a lot of things. Experienced a lot of different types of emotions: happiness, love, joy, sadness, sorrow....and learnt how to deal with them better ( and now im still learning:) hmm ......haiz...how come i sound so so....weird...never mind.

oh... i managed to stay awake during this entire week of devotions (except for tues') and out of all, what i like most are thurs and fri ones...:) the drawing of what is peace...if im the one drawing, i will most probably draw the one with the storm...staying in peace, contented despite the storm, for i know whatever happens, as long as i give my best and trust Lord, he will take care of the rest:)

yesterday was the last maths lecture..kinda a bit sad...same as amanda..learnt quite a lot from ms pang...and will kinda miss her..and during this last maths lecture, i drew a small pic...showing LT2...

hmm anyway she is one of the teachers that i will remembered...



hmmm hmmm the hazzzeee is really making me crazy liao..anyway to make things worse, i guess that my house's air quality is worse, wth the burning of joss sticks..*choked*

oh well...:)