i always loved the piano and the violin, because the music that comes out from them simple sounds magical, so fairytale like. the music helps to calm me down. i dunno why but it's pretty interesting and funny to have dreams almost everyday...on sun, it was a dream about me going shopping with menghui, irwin, jolene and someone else( who i cant remember). hmm so funny la, it's like after the dream, i can only remember where we went to eat and what we went shopping for - hair accessories in a shoe shop. haha..i can remembered jolen saying that chopsticks damage your hair..*(in my dream)...

then yesterday..i dreamt again.it's like part two to your dream...i dreamt that i was actually in reality and did really saw the shopping centre which we went in my dream...sounds complicated...dream in a dream..haha...kinda funny...

my head is spinning like crazy now..fever.flu.sore throat.and maybe cough soon. haiz..my life is always some sort related with sickness and stuff..haha...that's my life..i lost count of how many times i got sick this year...

haven study for my econs test tml..surely fail...if i managed to go to school tml..feeling weaker and weaker as the hours go by..only managed to come online to type this after 6 hours of sleep...hands losing control...brain thinking of many stuff....reflecting on my actions, behaviour and words that i had said over the past 8 months..this year..dunno why the sudden reflections came...but yup..i did reflect..


conclusion: i shall not be stupid anymore. why persist in something that you know will never happen?....im giving up.

life will still have to go on..

hmm im soo sick la..suffering from fatigue..*( mental exhaustion and physical exhaustion currently..)...haiz...*yawn* time to sleep again...