Looooooove

Hmm these few days had been rather like...an emotional roller coaster for all of us....and i mean everyone that had or has been involved in various incidents. Im still confused over what exactly happened..like what actually happened, sources, causes, effect and the overall impacts ( at least this is how i analyse data in a sense)..and sometimes i think knowing a bit will help, im just confused now.

Confused over everything. Not really really affected by the clique thing. the prob seems to have sprung out from no where and suddenly everything just came crashing down. Nevertheless, there is a inner voice within me, telling me to help fix things up. Currently no solution though of yet, but im gonna try to fix the prob up a bit..up to the extent whereby we are able to face each other instead of avoiding...each group one side, leaving poor me stranded between two islands.......

everyone is at fault. this is a fair statement. im at fault too, for nt knowing what to do.

just praying for help.

Besides, this clique problem that is quite problematic, still got more problems..like stress from the upcoming exams, and more inner stuff. Rather kek yesterday...after realising that i like and i dont like. Still confused, but i guess that it's time i let my heart rule for once. My heart just ached and ached.

It is not that sudden ache within. Instead, the ache started out gradually...then it increases in intensity..until you just dont feel like doing anything. Rather stupid me....and up to now, i still cant imagine that i actually told other my darkest secrets..it's supposedly to be my darkest secrets..but i guessed that yesterday i was simply too tired and kek and stressed that i just said parts of my darkest secrets....

oh well..if that person ever leak out, then i shall make sure that person.......die lor.

hmm i just cant help but feel that my heart is aching. Torn between my heart and head. Just those two letters are able to make my heart ache.

The best thing is: I dunno what to do. Help me..God....:(