hmm second day. went for consulation:) hahas feeling much better le, after the prof cleared most of my doubts.:) hahaas...studying programming now. though i dun really do well in this subject, i liked it:) it's nice..and interesting thought it's a bit irritating, frustrating (to the extent that sometimes i want to pull my hair out..but...but...)i liked it. and as i always say, liking is a feeling that comes from within, it's unexplainable, it must be irrational *(talking abt irrational..i confuse with irrational and complex numbers and the prof 'scolded' me..hahas...he's darn funny. with his funny accent)*..hahas..irrational happy me. okies i declared that i have reached the highest level of stress le...when i reached the highest level, i get high and irrational.:)

when exams are over, im going to buy:
1) more clothes. enough of dresses. im getting jeans, jackets and bags.
2) a new haircut. though i just got one. Im thinking of dying my hair:)
3) a mp3 player:) seeriously in need of one....
4) many cds:)
5) .....*(to be filled in later:)

random thgts:
All the while we search for something that is not out there, but just in front of us.
Right in front of us, yet we fail to notice it.

hmm i saw the picture of seoul today....so beautiful:)
hmm next time if i ever get to move overseas, i will stay in the wild.hmm wait a minute, wild...as in.....rural areas...i hate overpopulated areas. i like those houses that are spaced out, not too cramped together.:)i want to live by a lake!!*But judging the rate at which the lakes, seas around the world are drying out..hmm...i want to live in Venice. think it's pretty cool to hang out in that city:)

suddenly i want christmas to come.:)i want to go on a holiday like now!!! but it will only happen after the exams..then i will go to Disneyland and shop till i drop in Hongkong..hmm im going to buy till i spent every single cent!! hmm...

and just realised that im binging again. oh no...:(it's not like im getting fat...but im just eating to release stress.....like eating every other hour?like breakfast, then lunch then teabreak...........and so on?? binging is bad bad...waste of food *(considering the fact that i don't really absorb much of it...coz i eat too quickly and too much??)

hmm...got to go le....