i dunno why but suddenly, i feel like breaking down completely....stress...thinking mode of why i chose to come to jc and suffer all these..dunno why but all these negative thoughts simply flood my mind this morning, on my way to school...the question asked is often.." Why did i......"...haiz..

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Fun o rama thingy is getting irritating..hmm for me ba..all the selling of tickets..hmm still cant sell the tickets out no matter what..dont want to bother but have to bother. haiz..simply hate selling things...but it's pretty ironical, coz i love to come out with marketing strategies..haizz..haiz..haizz..

so many things seem to come down all at one shot...all of them at one go....so many things is like happening at the same time, simply too much for me to take...i just wanna stop all these stressful work and breathe.

in this case, it's often of the.." I dont want to do this, but i have to" mode..haiz..and sometimes i just dun understand why some pple dont seem to do anything but can shout at pple........simply stupid.