today was kinda a slack day..maths was rather boring..probably the strain..the stress of work..sleepy..woke up super early today la..crazy liao..didnt go for the science thingy...hahas..:) i didnt say how long mah..

maybe..maybe i was just frustrated over things that i can never have control of..like how other people treat things, stuff or even pple...maybe sometimes it's better not to see all these things clearly, instead leaving a region of murky waters in between. Sometimes it's better not to get too close, so that we cant get hurt, or even get affected easily by it.

today's devotional sorta reply the question that i had today...the talking about winning and losing..it's how u perceived it...winning and losing in life..
simply love this part of the devotional when it says that life is all about ups and downs. We're all going to have good days and bad days. Winners don't win all the time; losers don't lose all the time. In fact, most of the time, it's hard to tell the difference. You can't make one's experience the judge of everything. Pretty much all of sports tells us that winning is only a slight edge.

So what's the point of this for us? Experience isn't everything. If you're having a hard day, be patient, things are about to change. If you are cruising on top of things, enjoy it, because things are about to change. Change is the one constant for all of us, and those who are best prepared for it will have the best experience. If you expect things to always go well and get upset when they don't, you're in for making tough times tougher. If you are simply grateful for what each day brings, you will fare much better in the long run.

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hmm still kinda upset over what actually happened...
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what i really wanna say is that i truly existed.