everything in my life is getting kinda screwy. maybe not just a bit, but a lot. suddenly, i just lost pace, slipping down, just like falling down a spiral staircase, where you never stop till you reach the bottom. hmm..currently i think i haven reach the bottom, prob need more help from friends. but sometimes it doesnt help coz they are in diff situation as me, n most prob they never know what is happening, or never experience what im feeling. seriouslu, i have this feeling before, which is a bit better, when i was preparing for my A levels. but now every single thing is in such a mess that i really dunno where to start from...where to start solving the prob. darn emo.:(

somehow i seemed to lose that passion within me, and i need it back. somehow i sorta regretted everything and question myself whether what i have chose is what i reallly really want, deep down in my heart. I questioned myself many times and i haven got a reply. maybe one day i will have the answers.

Having a goal in life or something that you strongly believe in or what, keeps you there, even when the going gets tough. I have a vague idea of what I want and yet i dunno what i have. sounds confusing? hahas.

no matter what happens now, i just gotta hang on:)