hmm thanks claire..for ur advice on ur blog..anyway, after reading her blog, i truly felt much better now..more awake..on how i just to be bothered by such stuffs which are so minor..haha..thanks claire..yup, i gotta be strong and last thru these...all these depression...family affairs and more stuff which you all know..

it's funny and strange that you seemed to be listening to the lecturer..taking down notes...but you are actually not. im like there physically but not there spiritually haha...crazy la...just an empty shelf...feeeling a bit unstable for no reason...being angry and frustrated for no reason...hmm it's high time that i relax myself..and be that me again...

hmm today's lessons are pretty boring...but morning's breakfast is nice...prata..haha..everything is like ok la...gp is super funny coz we are talking abt ms loh..saying that she looked more werid after the hols..(june)..a bit eerie..haha and karmen suggested that maybe she is a guai gal in sch and a party girl that goes clubbing at night...we all started laughing..and today karmen is like talking abt push-ups..haiz...crazy la...triple meaning word..sicko..

anyway interact meeting is like having a dagger above ur head....dangerous as that bull dog stared at us..

arghh...gastric pain ..and guess what..my friend has it too! haha...crazy me...

hmm...i wanna go for the song stuf...whatever song stuff...hmm but i guess that i cant....maybe...never mind..i shall just wait and see my mum's mood first...

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totally agree with what karmen says...

life cant be smooth sailing forever...be sugar sweet and honey coated...but when life gives us lemons...though they may be sour...make sweet lemonade out of them..=)

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when it's time to let go...you have to.