hmm that vitamin c song is rather addictive..kept listening to it...it kept replaying in my mind..

haha...today is a good day..boring day..too..*yawns*
body combat is fun!! so fun..it's getting more and more funny as the lessons go by..the relief PE teacher looks better than the present one..karmen agrees too! haha...anyway, he's funny la..he taught us to whack la..if the guy too tall..just grab him and do a kick..damn hard..haha..so funny the way he demonstrated and corrected our movements haha...he's a bit cute..squarish features..haha...

econs lecture is pretty boring with that seagates guy...and lizzy later then suggested about her opening a company called Ocean Door....( Ocean door and seagates...get it? lame right?)..then she started listing what songs she wants in her album...oh mandy..don't phunk with my heart..and more..haha...she kept singing that song to irritate mandy..and it's obvious that she never gets by the first sentence coz mandy would just crush her bones la..haha..

chem tutorial is fast...with ng pei san around to push us along and forward even if we dun want to...

hmm....stayed back today for the talk on Stanford..planning for future..hmm...

suddenly stopped to think about my future...what i really wanna be...and how im gonna achieve this aim...really wanted to go overseas to study...but im too dependent on my family members...too dependent...haha...

my mum just don't understand me. i seemed to realise that she seemed to have split personalities...it's like...she said that i could attend the talk..then when i reached home, she asked me why i attended such talk...no value...

she really contradict what she says..i dont understand her...she dont understand me..

it's like...everyone has to be independent sometimes...and as the days go by, im trying to be independent...so why she just cant grant me freedom bit by bit...im not a frog in a well...it's like from young...because i wanna please her..i do by her bidding..in the end, im just like a frog in a well...not knowing anything ..other than work..

i wanna go overseas...i wanna broaden my horizons....i wanna see the autumn leaves...feel the snow.......see the flowers blooming after winter....i wanna be independent...

cant i? haiz....maybe...nvm...

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simply love the songs that karmen sent me...thanks girl...haha...love ya!

simply love that bad day song..love the rythmn..
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