hmm today is a rather boring day..

gym was fun..as we kept cycling and cycling, refused to do any machines..too tired, and sorta got scared of the treadmill, never wanna step on it again. looking at the treadmill just makes me look at that ugly scar on my leg.

maths was ok ba..rather sleepy, feeling kinda isolated due to a broken table...but it's ok ba..chem..that teacher is so irritating...

next was four periods of stoning, till you die. did the noticeboard.

then pw, our group is rather fast, going to finish the slides for the op liao..next will be the scripts and the questions.

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basically no matter how long i sleep, i still feel tired. In fact im worn out already. From a human to not a human being anymore.

Even breathing seems to be a difficulty.

I tried to think positively, but each time i closed my eyes..or breathe...i could no longer feel my heart beat..instead i felt nothing.

sometimes when i smile or laugh, i wonder whether i did that for the sake of doing that, or they truly come from the heart.

Hate feeling this way.

Hope that everything will end soon.