depression- that's what i'm suffering from now.
Sad over the realization that i have no life...and these few days..im suddenly sad.....

Today is worst than yesterday..

At least yesterday I felt sadness...that mild sadness that spread from your heart slowly towards different parts of your body...while you heart is aching like crazy..as though someone just nailed it.

But today, Im just numb.

Don't want to think
Don't want to feel
Too numb for everything
Can't smile.

Just wanna stop breathing.