Saturday

Interesting day..left house early in the morning at ten..rushing to the mrt station, thinking that im late..only to find the other two were much later than me.hmm...the two of them wore green together..*big hint* shall not elaborate further, or else i will end up on the chopper board. haha...went shopping with them ( irwin and cheryl)..feeling a bit funny due to the color combination..two green one pink haha...anyway...went to eat..and supposed to study..but in the end didn't..only much to help cheryl solve a few easy questions..haiz...went shopping...not really shopping...coz i didnt buy anything...irwin bought shirts...only after a very very long time...in the morning..he's like choosing the shirts...then...decided not to buy it...then we went church...then rushed back to city hall to buy that shirt...only to find it gone..nnm..he still bought a shirt..indecisive guy....but i admit that im also like him la.....sometimes...i go islandwide...searching for a skirt that i like....once i like something...i will want to have it...even if you give me more expensive and nicer ones...blind me...

went church...during the service, i just feel werid. it's...the songs...with all the 'i love you Jesus' and stuff....i didnt really sang those songs..due to my sore throat and due to the fact that im not sure whether i like Jesus a not...so when i really like him then i will say it..or else im just paying lip service only..

learnt many things from the service..decided to share it here with you guys....

1) Dreams are substances for lifelong achievement. So...dream to achieve.
2) Without faith, it will be impossible to please God.
3) On earth, there are five types of pple..

- pple with NO dreams
- pple with LOW dreams ( to lunch? they replied when you ask them what they want to do)
- pple with WRONG dreams( like climbing up the ladder only to find that it's resting on the wrong wall)
- pple with VAGUE dreams
- pple with GOD'S dreams

4) Dreams busters
- Family
- Friends
- Fatigue
- Failure
- Fear

5) However, everything can be overcome with FAITH.

Anyway..after the service we went back to cityhall to eat and shop...and that's where i got called back. At first, im really very frustrated at the way im treated..with no freedom and stuff....really frustrated..and worried..that i willget chopped when i reached home...

but now i have come to the conclusion that....parents do love their children..just that my parents love me in a different manner.

Sunday

Maths tution in the morning...and did maths..trigo..in the afternoon until now...got increasing frustrated when i cant do a series of maths questions...all in one row..one after the other...watch a bit of tv...wanted to isolate myself and resist using com but decided to....with a bit of self discipline..hmm...learning now.haha....

family day today..went out to shopping for cream for my dad coz he got sunburn....last week it's me...this week it's him...coz he went batamn to play golf..looked a bit weird....beige and red..haha...then...for dinner we went to the hawker centre that we used to go..the food taste horrible..arghh..never mind...

kinda miss you all....after completely isolating mysef....haiz...

anyway..in case you all dunno...i didnt get chopped when i reached home yest...or else i wont be here...anyway...to eric..im not going to class outing...sorry!! it's not due to the fact that i dun wan to go...after i figured out how much i missed you guys ( old 1SD2)...but that friday...i need to go to my uncle's house...coz it's one of my ancestor death anniversary...haiz...family gathering...sacrifice...smoke...

Today i tried to make my mummy happy!! yeah!! a bit silly but true....perhaps one day our relationship will be much much better than before!