hmm reading up on Venice is simply tempting..I just want to go there! I want to walk along the quiet streets there, getting lost in that mysterious city, learning the culture & enjoying the festivals there, looking at those interesting buildings, going for the ghost walks & hearing scary ghost stories of the city, eating lots of fish (as the city is surrounded by water..), and not forgetting the Venice gelato ice cream..and most importantly, seeing the sunset there..heard that Venice's sunset is beautiful....:) aww......i just want to fly there now..

and actually happiness has always been around. it's just that we didnt notice it. hmm anyway, I just realized that there's a Palm Beach restaurant at One Fullerton (near the Merlion)..went there yesterday to deliver flowers to someone.....super cool...to be eating inside and see the river (or sea..) and the Merlion...but one thing bad about it is that: There's LOTS of tourists there, making soo much noise. You cant really eat in peace. :( but one of these days, Im gonna go there and eat...try out the food and to find new eating places, other than my favourite place Jumbo.

when it's time to let go, just let go. And I have decided. Im going to quit my job and im going to go for an overseas trip. currently thinking of where to go..and the quitting of my job is set, after thinking about it for 2 months. Finally decided and knew that this decision is not made in a moment of impulse but due to a long period of thinking. Im gonna try something new!! talked to my mum and she said that maybe dad can sponsor me the trip.....yeah!! now, I just need to make sure that I dont spend all the money i earned away..hahas..kinda out of budget le....anyway, went to Bujis for a quick shopping trip..and realised that I really need a box with MANY compartments..coz my earring container is simply bursting le..too many pairs of earrings in it le...and I still want to buy more..so I need one with many divisions with clear glass so that I can see them clearly without taking them out...hmm..I saw this type of container somewhere but just cant remember where...haiz...needa recall...

and I just saw FOX clothes...collection...Im kinda slow...hmm...pretty clothes....:)I want pretty clothes....yeah...Im feeling the urge to buy that green tube top and vintage skirt..hahas...shopping spree starts now! :)

a very tiring day today>.<>

tution classes make me high yet tired. so does shopping trips. haiz, didnt managed to find my poster today..must try again another day..and did manicure today..and realized that Im super rough....the manicured nails didnt manage to stay nice for long..i ruined them at about 10 steps after I walked out of the shop...but cant be bothered to go back to redo them...I need to rush home at that time..so they stayed in this manner..

hahas..sweet peggy told me what to eat for my bday le..instead of crabs, the clever girl is trying to seduce my tastebuds with billy bombers (is that how it is spelt?)..hmmm...we gonna have that for lunch, dinner and maybe supper...billy bombers day? but it's not confirmed yet....coz she is busy:(

hmmm.....mango tango cocktail:) and for the rest of this week, I have been thinking of going on a holiday with a small group of people...like going to a country with just some of us will be pretty exciting...and guess what? I want to go taiwan...I want to go there and shop till I drop...currently planning for a 7days trip...hmm firstly, it was peggy who told me about the various attractions of the country..esp the main attraction (hahas peggy, I know what you are thinking of...)....

anyway, I will be trying darn hard to start saving now..though it's hard with all the shopping trips, manicure & pedicure trips, the tonns of magazines I want to buy...........:)

bought a yellow shirt :) hahas buying posters tml.....very tired le....dying le....

this week seem to be passing way too quickly...and the worst thing is: how come every week seem to be the same? rawr....I want more exciting things in my way..

mon was a pretty cool day. as usual, I exercised my arm muscles and carried a LOT of stuff, heavy artifical flowers arrangement in heavy glass vases..and I realised that Im strong enough to manage 2 glass vases at one go le..and my bigger right arm is just the evidence to prove it. stronger me!!

tue was mummy's bday...tried to ask her to go eat bentobox but she simply refused..in the end, we ended up in vivo, eating sliced fish soup..-.-..haiz...and not forgetting all the shopping for clothes and weirdly, shampoo!! pretty cool, managed to buy a lot of things, and carried them back home...went to chinatown as well...twice!! shopping and to eat dinner!

wed was..*yawn*..simply cant imagine that I actually went to walk around and ended up near the area around esplanade....which was darn far, considering the fact that I worked in Raffles Mrt Station.....but the scenery is nice:)

and today (thur) was ok ba..went for the stupid ntu interview and i waited very very very long..nearly died out of boredom there, but it's pretty fun, trying to ask people weird questions...and those people that interviewed me must be thinking that im mad or something...coz whenever they ask me a question, I had to ask them to repeat (coz they are too soft........) and Im forever spacing out, and taking a moment to think, before talking, then repeating and emphasizing certain parts of me 'speech'...but overall, i think can ba. anyway, do i look like i wanna do business? I just want to get into the faculty of science(nus)...business is mainly a plan B..hahas...

hoping for better day ahead..looking forward to sat...coz I have tution class..

I so badly want to go to the restaurants near the river thingy...those restaurants near the merlion there? the scenery is soo beautiful....:)but the food there dont really look good.....haiz....and I found out that im secretly in love with red and yellow color stuff....crazy me...

I want summer to last forever:) pretty cheery colors throughout the year:) oh well, weird random thinking.

I think that it's really pretty cool to have family outings..made a little short trip to sentosa with mummy,daddy and sis. looking at them eagerly packing their bags with tons of things like young kids sometimes just make me smile..hahas..left house pretty early today, and daddy drove us to vivo before hopping onto the monorail train to sentosa..I simply love the monorail train in the morning...quiet without any noisy kids and beachgoers...and the scenery is beautiful..:) walked a little, went to the palawan beach and everyone is kinda seasick with the shaky bridge...(or is it just me?)...it's just fun to have the entire family climbing up all the way just to take a look at the scenery up there...pretty windy:) after that, treated family to lunch coz it's mum's bday celebrations.....then managed to drag everyone to the area around merlion..called the magical trail or something...basically it's just the area behind the merlion, with all the strange structures and water jumping from one end to the other...:)hahas..and of course, daddy never fail to be like a kid, trying to catch the flying water droplets...from the structures...hahas..

hmm the inner me is dying to go to the Songs Of The Sea...located near the beach station of sentosa...haiz but it's only at 7.40 or 8.40pm..only at night..but also quite true..the show is partly made of lightings..or it will most probably be nice only in the dark...(which is at night)..

after that, we walked around before going back home..:)
and how come happy moments seem to be short-lived? haiz..the weekends forever take a long long time to come, yet they dont really last long..:(...

I want to go on a long long long vacation..like to Venice..i wanna see the beautiful unique buildings there...:) I want nice scenery..I want the sun too!

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random thoughts in my mind now:
and you know what? I secretly want to learn how to play a piano...I actually dreamt of playing a piece using the grand piano. Hmm but in reality, I would rather hear someone playing piano for me, than for me to learn how to play one.

And, my rebonded hair just refuses to stay rebonded anymore. Instead, it is becoming like me original hair, way before I did anything to it..(which is how it looks in 2002??)..it is becoming straight on the top, yet havng this natural curl at the bottom...and it's turning color before I could color it...it's now the ideal color that i want it to be..:)strange at how things simply worked out for me...managed to save on the money for dying hair..hahas:)

hmm so many wants but currently having limited resources...wants like a new pair of shoes(though i just bought a painful pair of shoes), a pretty cool wardrobe of clothes that are warm color themed, that dirty green fox jacket which I had been eying for a long time but just dont have the time to go get it...a small black clutchbag with many compartments....and I want to sit near to a river all day long.....(simply dont have the time though my workplace is kinda nearby the Singapore river)...oh gosh, I just have so many desires...:( and the main thing is : I want more time!!:(

and sometimes no one knows me as well as you do. :) thanks for always been here for me, whenever i need someone to talk to. I know that you are just the one that I can always rely for help. 24, 7.:)

why must it always rain?:( haiz...yet I love it when it rain. To be exact, i love the smell of rain, but I hate the actual raining process..wet and sticky.*shivers* hmm..it rained again today, just when I was planning to walk along the Singapore river, near UOB plaza, the open area..nvm, I shall go there again tml.:)

hahas..everyone is in the shop is getting ready for tml- friday the 13th:) coz there are simply lots of orders to rush and it's supposed to be the 'unlucky' day for us..hahas we are gonna to be super careful tml.:) sometimes Im just glad for just slacking around..rarely got a day to slack..and today, I got a call from NTU...:(got to go down to NTU for interview next week!:(haiz....

I just wanna go to Maldives!! (is that how you spell it?)...I also wanna go to Venice and view all the old buildings there..super pretty and the main mode of transport there is simply by boat...I simply wanna go there before it gets flooded and 'drowned' ten years down the road...

hmm and after working with flowers for only about 3 mths, I guess that Im kinda sick of roses :( they are sooo common!! purple hydrangeas are pretty and orange tulips are nice too!!:) I simply love these hydrangeas packed together with exotic wild flowers..giving the super wild feeling:)

currently obsessed with _____:)hahas:)

hmm went with sis to marina square on the sat too...i simply love shopping trips with sis. Though it's kinda weird for the both of us to shop together, it gives me a very peaceful feeling..a feeling that you can just drop all pretense and be yourself for the day:) hahas..being crazy and playing around with things...sometimes being your true self, letting your blur nature out is great..hahas..no worries about making any mistakes when im out shopping.

next week is mum's bday..and we have decided to go to Sentosa. guess that it's time for me to TRY to tan myself *(planning to get myself in a darker shade..?)..hahas..just cant wait for that day to come...how i wish that time just fly now!

hmm realised that I didnt blog for a super long time..guessed that it's really time for me to sit down and think through what exactly happened over these 3 months (feb, march as well as april)...hmm lots of things just kinda popped out from no where.....simply too much for me to state down ba..

sometimes i just like to think 'what if I didnt work in the florist? will I be happier?'. it is like work at the florist sometimes is simply too many, too chaotic and sometimes I just got blamed for nothing. one good example will be about last week ba...during lunch hour (where the shop is always kinda crowded because everyone just swarm in and happily tell you that they want flowers NOW)...this lady came in and asked for a wreath...so I served her and offered her someadvice as well as prices..and then she simply gave me that face that Im just lying to her about the prices and asked me if I could be more honest with the prices. wtf her, and later on, she even complained to my boss, great her. she is simply soo...i dunno what to describe her. at that point of time, I simply just wanna send the wreath that she ordered for her. unreasonable her + an emotional irritated me= planning to get knives....which are used for dethorning the roses....but managed to calm down in the end. went out with wy last sat...:)super nice of her to accompany the half-dead me.

soo many things to do this weeek!!!! my bosses went on a holiday and im super stressed because soo many things went wrong..the minute she stepped out of the shop, the printer just ran out of ink. *(and before that, she was planning to change the ink for me...but in the end, she decided not to..) then it's the credit card machine..haiz..soo many times....though this job kinda look like a slacker job, trust me, it isnt. im dying from stress. just look at me, and my face. breakout+ fat me (with all the extra eating)...hmm i seriously need a break...haiz...

and I finally went to rebond my hair le. It isn't really straight as in straight straight but i kinda like it...:)went to kimage to rebond...then bought shoes....then went novena square & square 2...then went to claire's hse...then went for dinner....hmmm...

another week of work is gone! and i got my very first pay! though it wasnt that much, but Im happy because it's what i received for all my hard work...:) took mummy to shop at vivo...before going back to work yest. yest was a super hectic day where everyone is kinda multi-tasking, but I can only mono-task, if not i will make more mistakes...but still made lots of silly mistakes, like mistaking oranges for manadarin oranges (but they are still oranges right?), writing addresses in the wrong book ( which is actually for valentine's day one)...haiz..but working there is fun and the people there are nice *(even though i really made a lot LOT LOT of silly stupid mistakes..) buying green bean soup for everyone..and nice customers who brought us delicious chocolate cakes:)

and i realised my motivation for finishing everyday's work is actually the channelu 10 pm show...(and i kinda know the ending because cheryl told me a bit)....weird me.

and and and i have been dreaming every night for 1 week le..weird random dreams of things and people whom i meet in the day....just weird..

long time since i blogged le..finally got a job le..actually i got 2 job offers on the same day- the admin assistant (for 6 mths) and the florist (for 1 mth). and guess what? I took up the florist's job offer.

it seems crazy, but that's the decision i made after thinking and talking to God for an hour. :) and now im glad for taking this job instead. coz the work at the shop is simply fun...like getting to see the lady boss complaining *(speaking in the mixture of Hokkien, Cantonese, English , Chinese)* after serving a difficult customer...getting to see pretty flowers every day and cutting them, learning how to make a hand bouquet and congralutatory stands, playing with the cashier *(and then it suddenly start to give a sharp sound..oops...)..as well as going around and making delivery...getting lost...chit-chatting with my bosses and workers and they even figured out that all of them could be my mums..so i kinda have an extended and new family tree at work..and munching on sweets during work..and trying to think of new dishes to cook with the flower petals...hahas...every day is a different day...different people come in and want different hand bouquets...different places to deliver each day...learning different things each day...simply awesome..and i figured out that God's plan for me is simply great...and though this duration of this job may seem short, it's definitely the experience that im looking for. I want an exciting job, which I can look forward to each day ( at least for 1 mth) . And i got it.:)

hmm besides lottas stuff at work, many things also happened at home...hmm..weekends are here and let enjoy it! Im going out with good old peggy later..massive shopping for chinese new yr!!!

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fly a kite, let it fly

brand new yr:)

hmm first post of the year!!
new year eve was awesome and new year was even greater!! :) great start..start of a brand new year!!
the countdown thingy was super scary..soooooo many pple..filling up nearly every space that you see...and for once, I realised the advantage of being tall..i wanna be tall!! *frowns*....hahas new year dinner was funny because of many things..hahas..at first, we were kinda disappointed when dad was busy and decided not to bring us for new year dinner..and all of us acted super sad and my mum nagged...coz he always bring us out for dinner *(like my fav seafood) every year..so in the end, despite his huge pile of work, we managed to go for dinner..ate at swensen's...though the dinner wasnt that great..(but i still love love ice-cream), the 'gathering-together' atmosphere was just nice....hmm and after that, my flu came back and i spent yesterday sniffing away...as well as going all the way to jp with mum and sis for lunch and to buy lottas stuff back home...:)

and I had a breakout..:( then the late-night phone call made it worse, i think. But talking to cheryl (my tai ma ma) was super funny...talked about the most random stuffs..going super high...and being super honest...:)hahas...

fly me to the moon.......:)..oh well, just being random again.

:)grateful

spent my christmas in a peaceful manner:) hahas it was just nice to have everyone trying to sit around the rectangle table for the dinner on christmas eve..and as usual, mum didnt cook, so we ordered fastfood which was unhealthy but it was also my sis and my fav..=P...quiet precious time together ever since dad dont come home daily anymore..coming back home only every weekend..:( so when there's a long holiday, we are happy:) christmas that day, we went shopping!!! *(for a pair of shoes which my sis need...and since all of us couldn't decide on which pair of shoes is the best..we didnt buy...after hours of walking around in suntec...but strangely, we bought lots of fruits..like grapes, cherries and even a mini-basket of kiwis!! fruit day..oh well)...

then spent the remaining days of this week slacking...and doing random stuff like making a werid pair of earrings which are unequal in length..one long one short...but it fits me totally cos my ear hole is one higher than the other..=P..hmm..and when im bored, i will just randomly call people..late-night calls again!! but usually i ended up calling the same person..it's just amazingly how 2 strangers can talk for 2 over hours...hahas...ranging from weird stuff like soccer to kids-enrolment into schools...hahas...

hmm like one particular sentence that my friend said. 'surrender all your problems to God and dont take them back'. particularlylike the phrase 'dont take it back'..

oh, and weather is really nice today..no rainy day!! went with sis to vivo ( and went with her there yesterday..we just cant get tired of that place:) ..went daiso( is it the way to spell it?)...and spent a very very long time...she simply love looking for her stuff (which comprises of cute notepads, writing materials,handicraft thingy...)...ahahas and we spent a short while walking ard the rooftop...looking around...:)

:)thanks to that particular someone for all the advice he gave me- you really help a lot:) *wink*

dreams. beautiful dreams. Do you ever have such beautiful realistic dreams that you dont wish to wake up? hmm let me explain what im trying to say...like for example, since young, though Im in a realistic dream, i knew that i was just a dream and i would get out of it soon. So, when i was young, *(even now), if Im having a beautiful dream, i wish that i will never have to wake up from it.

hmm shall not elaborate on my dreams ba...coz i think if i try describing it here, i will most prob. take the entire entry explaining it. now to wishes......i wish...that i will just get a job now and work..the workholic within me is complaining...

i wanna go overseas again!! i simply love that feeling of being totally relaxed, just enjoying the scenery around you, and spending all your money away! if only we can just sit around and shop, without having to work..hmm that would be totally awesome and great...haiz, but there's no free lunch in this world.

on sat went shopping with peggy...super funny because both of us were like 30 mins late, and thgt that one another just simply got fed up of waiting and ran away...she accompanyed me to the tution center to hand up my result slip before beginning our weird shopping trip. went kino to spend away the book vouchers that i had *(since march 06, and they are gonna expire in March 07). And in the end, i didnt buy any books..realised that the worst gift that i can received is BOOK VOUCHERS!! Because i DONT really like books, and having to find books that I truly like is a very very very very difficult task.........To begin with, sometimes i just don't know what I want. =P it's just the feeling.Besides the book-shopping trip, we went snacking..ice cream!! and managed to walk from centerpoint ( ard that area OG) to taka, then to plaza sing. I nearly died walking, because of the painful shoes *(which were the ones I wore for prom, those short heeled, but they have the weird division of toes pattern)...talked abt many stuff and realised that old good peggy is still the best:) hahas..desserts...she loves desserts which are cold on the outside, but hot on the inside...but for me, it's pretttttyyy desserts. *wink** hahas..guess that only we know what we are talking about....

Hmm sometimes we often ask ourselves whether what we did were worth it, and usually we came to no conclusion. And even if we did, we will be full of regrets and the only statement will be 'if only ......'. Yupp, I often have such feelings of regrets..regretting things that I did, or things that I didnt do. But from the short talk that I had with Peggy *( in the very noisy foodcourt of plaza sing), i realised that it's these regrets that make life beautiful.

A too perfect life, where everyone make the correct choices, is simply too fake. Regrets make you think more and sometimes thinking is good. It allows you to mature in a way, so that if you are in such a similar situation, you roughly know what to do. In short, to me, regrets=growing up process. Though I have regrets, Im just glad that I made such actions and managed to learn sorta a lesson from it. Life is just like a book with many endings.( rmb that kind of game book?). We started out from a common point, but different actions led us to different endings. Whatever we did, Im just glad for your brief encounter in my life. Even though it's just a case of our shoulders briefly rubbing across one another's. :)

Yeah, enough to saying about life. It's just one of my random thinking, deep thinking days...:)

oh today we have a mini birthday celebration for mandy!! although it kinda dunno look like one:) but we managed to have fun!! watching tv, watching funny jap/kor groups doing the drama thingy, as well as watching the potential 'couple' watching tv together, playing chess together too!! hahas...claire's cooking is nice..super nice chicken wings..:)happy me, and got chocolate pudding to eat:) hahas...and thank god i managed to reach home quick enough. After i stepped into the house, minutes later, it began to rain even heavier!! oh man, sometimes i just love and hate the rain!! HATE: I cant go swimming!! If only, i can swim in the rain...*(without having the danger of dying and having a bbq hair)*....LOVE: I like the refreshing smell of the rain..the slow walk in the rain..awww...simply nice and sweet!

oh man...rainy days..dunno whether to love or hate.

And i just can't believe that 2 years just past liao..haiz..and this year is coming to an end!! aww...next year have to start work liao, and i most probably teaching primary school kids maths....:) hope that i can impart the passion and thirst for knowledge to them:) hahas..*( i dunno why but i just seemed to see mandy laughing....for those poor horrified pri.sch.kids...)

Good or bad, Im just glad. This's fate:)

hahas...back from my holidays. hough i have been to Bangkok for many times, i still find it nice to shop=P my shopping paradise. And i managed to buy everything using my SD90 budget:) happy me:)

hmm lets start with prom night thingy. It was really fun doing makeup, looking at how others transformed greatly..super fun..hmm the pre-prom meeting to do stuff was nice-waxing, doing nail, watching the rest fan-girling..hahas..then the dinner was ok la, though it's kinda a bit cheapo and not to the standard....:) and nearly everyone has blogged about the prom already...so i guessed that looking at the photos will be more useful than writing it out..lazy me=P

Ok back to my trip-spending 4 days in Bangkok.

DAY 1:

I think i woke up at 0430 in the morning, and reached Bangkok about 1100( Bangkok time, which is one hour earlier than Singapore time)...then we went to the weekend market to shop...and bought lots of stuff.. and spent half of my budget without me knowing!! *the earrings then are really cheap...SD0.45.....and i realised that i didnt take a photo of the market, which was very very very crowded and we needed to be careful with our bags, in case we got pickpocketed. Then at night, we went to my mummy's favourite place MBK...to shop...and eat..ducks and chicken and red pork thingy..and by then, i already consumed about 3 cups of coke..kinda scared of it....

DAY 2: The most tiring day i ever had.

Managed to crawl out of bed early to catch some parts of the sunrise from the hotel window.

Went to walk around, checking out markets before shopping in the nearby shopping centres..super tiring, coz we couldnt find lifts or escalators..and we climbed lots, lots flights of stairs!! :( Then at night, the night market was super dark..and we kinda bought nothing..but i think the region this particular night market is, happens to be in the red district region....lots of weird looking beautiful thai girls wearing kinda nothing...

DAY 3:

Today we went for a half day trip..to the Chao Praya River which was 1380m long!! Hopped onto a boat which toured around the Chao Praya River, before

letting us go onto this island which sells lots of clothes and the usual stuff like necklaces, statues....After that, we went to the four-faced Buddha and the Gems gallery (which dont allow cameras to be switched on...so no pictures)

After the trip, we went snacking..actually we snacked a lot during this trip..=P kinda worried that i would not be able to fit into those clothes i bought...because they fit exactly and what if they shrink?stupid me only realised it when i reached the hotel..haiz...blur me..

At night, we went to another night market...actually it's supposed to be a group tour but i guessed that the other groups were too tired for it..so the tour guide simply came to the hotel, gave us the money and told us to take a cab!! bad tour guide!! poor service!! anyway, we managed to flag a cab, and reached there safely.*phew* it's kinda scary coz the driver was driving very fast...and we had heard of many stories of tourists going missing after taking cabs in Thailand...hahas...in the end, nothing happened to us. Hmm the night market was kinda like the weekend market we went to on Sat and Sun...so we didnt buy a lot of stuff...and I saw this super huge and bright Ferrais Wheel!!! Very cool....but we didnt go for a ride in it..coz im scared of heights:(

DAY 4:

Nothing much, just trying to pack everything into my bags...:) the driver was very very late, and freaked us out, because we only have about 2 hours to reach the airport before boarding, and he was still waiting for more passengers!!! In the end, thank god he decided not to wait and drove us there to the airport...but there was a huge jam....and we waited for quite some time, before the jam cleared and he sped all the way there...scary...After that, i realised that sitting in the plane can also be quite scary too....I will never fly with Thai Airways...super freaking, when the lights suddenly go off, and the plane just kinda have an abnormal landing way....

Hmm after 4 days, im finally back here and im glad.

hmm back here again, after being bored..playing games...watching tv, talking....haiz...

oh..im done with prom shopping liao..:) managed to get my earrings from far east, only to realise the next day that i can actually get one pair much cheaper..and nicer than the one i bought. Oh well...:(hmm..shopping done..so now im kinda looking forward to prom:) yeah...more fun doing our hair and makeup together on that day at karmen's place!!:)

then after that, i shall go Thailand and shop shop shop>>>>.....

hmm tired,tired, very very tired!!! my legs died, after wearing that about 8cm heels..just tell that im useless:( haiz..i dunno why but i also wear my new heels whenever i go shopping with wy and wr..hahas..but yesterday's shopping trip is fun!! as usual, wy is NEVER early..late for one hour..thank god, wr is always on time, so we walked, talked, shopped and ate, before wy came...:) super funny, met wr like after 2 years? but we all looked the same..super funny to hear all the interesting stories of wr and wy..hmm..scandalous*..:) and they became salegirls of the day!! teaching me every thing about makeup..*(they are trying..but they have not teach me everything yet)..from buying....to removing..but what abt applying?? hmm....hahas..but super funny...walking to and fro...trying on dresses..then going to vivo with my mum..then feeling that urge to buy the dress so i took a cab and bought the dress, before going wild with wy..shopping in cine..

super tiring..i fainted when i reached home.:( but im going to continue go shopping....shopping at Bugis Street next week.. i think...done with the dress, now is the bag, shoes, and earrings:)

oh, i saw karmen at vivo!! *(she saw me first...)hahas..at first, i was like 'i thot i heard someone calling hl..'but i thot there's some many hl there so i just walked....and it turned out to be me..=P blur pok me!

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sometimes i just dunno why things are so complicated when they can actually be simple. Sometimes, simple actions like saying 'i care' just seem difficult. haiz..it's just so true that every family has its own problems.

but i shall not be overcomed by it. I will overcome it.:)

hmm my itchy fingers..wondering what i just did to my blog..the blogskin and everything seem to disappear and the blogskins i have just cant fit into the blog..weird..hmm..

*phew* exams are finally over..glad that i managed to survive, all with the help of God..He never fail to surprise me and carry me through everything:) oh, yesterday's celebrations for Claire's bday was funny..we were kinda stoning at first at cine with that background music that replayed and replayed at least 50 times...stonning while eating...before we finally decided on toasting..hahas..trying on the dress was super funny la..getting stuck and dangled up in the dress...and just dunno what to do..:( hahas..thank god that claire was there...

hmm shopping spree starts now...im gonna shop and shop till i drop...:) and swimming next week^.^....then prom...and going to Thailand for some mass retailing...hahas...

hmm it has really been a long time ever since I last blogged. :) anyway, im back for a short while!! hmm realised that study breaks= study breaks in sch, but at home, study breaks= shopping breaks...simply just cant believe that i actually went shopping at this crucial point in my life..vivocity..haiz..i shall just stay in sch in the future...:) and study with peggy and the two of us shall just go crazy in the NL together...

talking about studying in the NL..it is simply great.. it just makes me feel nice and calm..unlike LT3 where all the people started talking..super noisy as well as in the hub. Still prefer our old good NL..hahas :)...hmm studying in the NL is funny because peggy and I went crazy on thursday and started singing..in the NL..thank god that the windows in NL are made up of plastic..or else..hahas..and of course, we got chased out, like everyday la...:)

hmm maybe im kinda retarded but i kinda miss school..i actually miss sch!!!! haiz...i miss the people...and i simply just cant believe that two years have just passed ( or close to 2 years)...both me and peggy agreed that we have matured a lot during the course of this period of time..:) and what truly happens is not the outcome, but the course of maturing..we get to really learn a lot of things...on how to deal with all the studying, cramming in everything..whether last time or not and for me, i got to know God..and though many times I really doubt...doubting about every single thing, He just stood next to me and accompany me throughout. And though there is times whereby my family doubt what sort of Christain I am, ( because they have prejudice against Christain), Im glad that He gave me strength to overcome things....come to think of it, Its just truly amzaing on how i actually survived and all these were with God's grace...because it's really impossible for someone to go through the period of 2 years..having to deal with hectic work schedule, relationship and friendships problems, a mum with depression, a cranky dad, as well as having to deal with things that were from your past and just happened to surface, as well as experiencing things and realizing that what you believe in, isnt what you believe in....soo many things...and i survived. hahas...

what i can say now is that Im no longer the girl who first arrived at the blue metal gate of ACJC...

I want to be an eagle...soaring..:)

hahas...received this verse many times, so decided to share it with you guys. This verse is the very first verse that I received, and it meant a lot to me, and i hope that those who see this verse will be truly blessed.:)

" But those who hope in the Lord,
shall renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles,
They will run and grow weary,
They will walk and not be faint. "

:) just soar