today is a happy and fine day for me...until i read my past blog entries....listening to my blog's music..never knew that it was so sad...until today..and it's my favourite song despite of the sadness. And the worst thing is by listening to this music, I felt worst than before...it's just like your wound is healing day by day, only to be ripped open by someone else...i still need my time to heal...may someone just give me the ability to recover...

The moment i hear this song...i just can't help remembering those good moments that we used to share with one another....from that very first day that we didn't even who is who...sitting quietly at a corner of the classroom....to a class that calls one another funny humourous nicknames like mummy the sumo wrestler, coconut head prince, orange julius...

From all those unknown, unfamiliar faces at the very first day of the school, to those faces that you will remember for life, at the very mention of these names....

From strangers, we walked together with one another, building strong friendship bonds as we walked along....from strangers, to a united class that beats as one...from strangers to best friends that you can talk for hours.....

From unfamiliar people with totally no background knowledge of one another, to a class that knows everyone's personalities and characteristics...

From a quiet class, we grew noisely and a bit nosey....

But now, those laughter...the happiness...those tears....those sad faces that will eventually be smiling as encouraging friends will cheer them up....those funny jokes, rumours, scandals and juicy gossisp....the class spirit seems to be fading...

From a noisy class, we seem to have gone quietier. Everyone eating their lunches quietly with sad expressions on their faces...alll you can see in their eyes are no longer great happiness...instead it's sadness.

Perhaps it's the music that is making me emotional..But just let me be emotional for the last time...

I know that for certain things, we can't control it. We can only accept them. But it's hard to let go....