tried to update my blog two times yesterday...but my com got something wrong...

anyway, yesterday is a very tiring day for me...as well as a depressing one..although i told myself hard enough not to think about the past and move on, i can't. it's just like once someone enters your heart, you feel it hard to forget that person...I just can't help staring at the empty spaces around me, where all our old classmates used to sat...These empty spaces are just like the emptiness within me....

anyway, now going to school....absorbing nothing seems to be part of a cycle for me....and it feels terrible..i must do something about it before it's too late...how i wish that we human beings never have feelings so that nothing else can bother us..except the part on where to repair ourselves...getting fuel for ourselves...and tips on how to look shiny after a few scrubs..

If all these things happening are part of a nightmare, wake me up.
If this is reality, help me overcome this obstacle.

It's pretty ironical...coz I always tell people to cheer up and stay hppy and happy, but i can't....but i will stand on my feet again..soon..